Sabrina Guo
Aubade At Poyang Lake
“Our motivation should not be fear, but hope.” - Sir David Attenborough, 2021 COP26
I am fifteen and I watch
Grandma’s eyes glaze
over into rice paddies from her childhood
in China. One year, drought destroyed them,
brought a scarce and deadly yield of crops.
Living on their last bag of preserved
eggplant, her family scolded her for sneaking
vegetables to the livestock. They collected
rain for drinking water when lake beds
dried up, when sun burned through skin. I know
mouths can drink oil and bleed. Last year, I found
the cruel answer to Grandma’s prayers: harvesting
paddies in Poyang Lake, the water was
too deep, we were too late—they had
drowned. I want a world where we don’t
burn fossil fuels, rot ocean-lungs. One day,
my children should swim in clear waters, breathe
in fresh pine, play on the shore.
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Jonnie Hughes, the director of the film A Life on Our Planet that accompanied Sir David Attenborough’s speech at COP26, commented on Guo’s poem: “A mini-epic that charts the changes that have, are, and that may happen over generations – the grand narrative that all alive now play a part in. There is suffering here, but also that vital force – hope, as we glimpse an aspirational future.”